Lynne Baab • Wednesday April 1 2020
In this strange, unsettled, constantly-changing time, Psalm 130 gives us a beautiful reminder of God’s constancy and God’s invitation for us to bring everything in us into God’s presence.
Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord.
Lord, hear my voice!
Let your ears be attentive
to the voice of my supplications! (verses 1 and 2)
I don’t know about you, but my rate of crying out to God has dramatically increased in the past month. It is right and good to do that. We are not the first people to be bewildered and scared about what’s going on. We must not criticize ourselves for feeling such a myriad of challenging emotions, and we can accept God’s invitation to God with them.
If you, O Lord, should mark iniquities,
Lord, who could stand?
But there is forgiveness with you,
so that you may be revered. (verses 3 and 4)
In the midst of all the varied and understandable emotions, there may also be some sin. The form of sin varies from one person to the next. For me, most recently, I can see that I stopped trusting and hoping in God – I have been feeling like this self-isolation will last forever. Because of the despair that comes from hopelessness, for a few days I stopped praying for others with greater needs than mine. I believe this self-absorption and self-pity is sin.
Only God can reveal to each of us if we need to repent of anything, and God invites us to come over and over to receive forgiveness. God forgives us and helps us turn toward Jesus and receive the empowerment and guidance of the Holy Spirit. A pandemic doesn’t change this fundamental, changeless attribute of God. A pandemic doesn’t change our need for forgiveness.
I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
and in his word I hope;
my soul waits for the Lord
more than those who watch for the morning,
more than those who watch for the morning. (verses 5 and 6)
I love the power of the metaphor here. Have you ever had to stay awake all night doing something you weren’t excited about? It feels like morning will never come. In one of my young adult summers in Tacoma, Washington, I bussed tables in a pancake restaurant from 10 pm to 6 am. Those shifts felt endless. When I walked out to my car, with the early morning light hitting Mount Rainier, I felt like I had escaped, one more time, from prison into peace, beauty and joy. This pandemic feels like a really long night shift working at a job we never would have chosen, so we wait for the Lord and place our hope in his word. God's constancy is more solid than Mount Rainier. God's constancy is one of our lfelines.
O Israel, hope in the Lord!
For with the Lord there is steadfast love,
and with him is great power to redeem.
It is he who will redeem Israel
from all its iniquities. (verses 7 and 8)
Some translations for verse 5 say “put your hope in the Lord,” which conveys an active choice. One task for the pandemic is to look at our lives and see all the practices and habits that have helped us in the past to put our hope in God. And then embrace as many of them as we can.
God of hope, we need your help to discern how to put our hope in you in this very strange time. We need your help to wait on you with patience, fortitude and love. In this new reality, we need your wisdom to discern which of the counter-productive things we do are sin – for which we can receive forgiveness – and which are simply our own blundering as we try to find new patterns of how to live. Out of the depths we cry to you. Oh Lord, hear our cry for your mercy.
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Lynne M. Baab, Ph.D., is an author and adjunct professor. She has written numerous books, Bible study guides, and articles for magazines and journals. Lynne is passionate about prayer and other ways to draw near to God, and her writing conveys encouragement for readers to be their authentic selves before God. She encourages experimentation and lightness in Christians spiritual practices. Read more »
Lynne is pleased to announce the release of her two 2024 books, both of them illustrated with her talented husband Dave's watercolors. She is thrilled at how good the watercolors look in the printed books, and in the kindle versions, if read on a phone, the watercolors glow. Friendship, Listening and Empathy: A Prayer Guide guides the reader into new ways to pray about the topics in the title. Draw Near: A Lenten Devotional guides the reader to a psalm for each day of Lent and offers insightful reflection/discussion questions that can be used alone or in groups.
Another recent book is Two Hands: Grief and Gratitude in the Christian Life, available in paperback, audiobook, and for kindle. Lynne's 2018 book is Nurturing Hope: Christian Pastoral Care for the Twenty-First Century, and her most popular book is Sabbath-Keeping: Finding Freedom in the Rhythms of Rest (now available as an audiobook as well as paperback and kindle). You can see her many other book titles here, along with her Bible study guides.
You can listen to Lynne talk about these topics: empathy, bringing spiritual practices to life. Sabbath keeping for recent grads., and Sabbath keeping for families and children.
Lynne was interviewed for the podcast "As the Crow Flies". The first episode focuses on why listening matters and the second one on listening skills.
Here are two talks Lynne gave on listening (recorded in audio form on YouTube): Listening for Mission and Ministry and Why Listening Matters for Mission and Ministry.
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