Lynne Baab • Saturday August 28 2021
I’m going to revert to childhood here. Do any of you remember this song?
Nobody likes me
Everybody hates me
Guess I'll go eat worms
Big fat juicy ones
Long thin slimey ones
Itsy bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms
It was fun to look up the lyrics. I’d forgotten everything except the first three lines. (For the remainder of the cute worm poetry, look here.)
That song may be a childhood favorite, but it also captures an adult mood that I find myself experiencing from time to time. Everything and everyone is against me! I’m suffering! No one understands my challenges! Sometimes we love to wallow, feel sorry for ourselves, turn inward (or outward) in anger. Sometimes we are just too tired to look for God.
This blog post was inspired by another song, a praise song from Hillsong United that draws on the language of the book of Daniel. The prophet Daniel had three friends with some of the quirkiest names in the Bible: Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego. Who could forget those names, because who could forget the story of Daniel’s three friends being thrown into a very hot fire by order of King Nebuchadnezzer? And who can forget the vividness of the account in Daniel 3:25, the words of an eye witness:“I see four men unbound, walking in the midst of the fire, and they are not hurt; and the appearance of the fourth is like a son of the gods” (Daniel 3:25)
Hillsong United evokes this story in a song, “Another in the Fire.” The song emphasizes Jesus’ presence with us in the fire and the flood:
There was another in the fire
Standing next to me.
There was another in the waters
Holding back the seas.
(You can read the lyrics here and watch/listen to the song in a traditional video form here and in a very moving pandemic version here.)
Because of the sending of the Holy Spirit to earth on Pentecost Sunday, we are not alone in situations that feel like fire or floods. Even when we want to wallow and feel sorry for ourselves, we are not alone. Even when we feel isolated and beleaguered, we are actually not alone.
Oddly enough, when I first heard the title of the song, I thought about the friendship between the three men. They were not alone in the fire because they had each other. Then I heard the song played in church, and I remembered the fourth person in the fire who looked like “a son of the gods,” words that evoke Jesus.
When we’re in that mood where we want to eat worms because the whole world is against us, we often don’t have the resilience to reach out to friends or family members who love us. We can’t focus our minds to pray or read the Bible. When I’m in my darkest places, I am usually completely stuck. I have to wait patiently for the Holy Spirit to bring a disruption, without judging myself for being stuck.
Sooner or later the Holy Spirit disrupts my self-absorption through variety of ways: A task to do to help someone. A person who shows love to me. An answer to prayer. A song. A poem. A view of nature. A garden. God always brings me back. I’ll paraphrase Psalm 30:5 (which focuses on weeping in the original): “Wanting to eat worms may last for a night, but joy comes in the morning.”
I can look back on the numerous times God has disrupted my self-focus and dark mood, and I can thank God for bringing back joy, while I wait for God send the Holy Spirit to do it one more time.
Out of the depths I cry to you, O Lord. . . .
I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
and in his word I hope;
my soul waits for the Lord
more than those who watch for the morning,
more than those who watch for the morning. (Psalm 130:1, 5, 6)
(Next week: Holy Spirit disruptions in the form of unexpected friends. Illustration by Dave Baab. I love getting new subscribers. Sign up below to get an email when I post on this blog.)
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Lynne M. Baab, Ph.D., is an author and adjunct professor. She has written numerous books, Bible study guides, and articles for magazines and journals. Lynne is passionate about prayer and other ways to draw near to God, and her writing conveys encouragement for readers to be their authentic selves before God. She encourages experimentation and lightness in Christians spiritual practices. Read more »
Lynne is pleased to announce the release of her two 2024 books, both of them illustrated with her talented husband Dave's watercolors. She is thrilled at how good the watercolors look in the printed books, and in the kindle versions, if read on a phone, the watercolors glow. Friendship, Listening and Empathy: A Prayer Guide guides the reader into new ways to pray about the topics in the title. Draw Near: A Lenten Devotional guides the reader to a psalm for each day of Lent and offers insightful reflection/discussion questions that can be used alone or in groups.
Another recent book is Two Hands: Grief and Gratitude in the Christian Life, available in paperback, audiobook, and for kindle. Lynne's 2018 book is Nurturing Hope: Christian Pastoral Care for the Twenty-First Century, and her most popular book is Sabbath-Keeping: Finding Freedom in the Rhythms of Rest (now available as an audiobook as well as paperback and kindle). You can see her many other book titles here, along with her Bible study guides.
You can listen to Lynne talk about these topics: empathy, bringing spiritual practices to life. Sabbath keeping for recent grads., and Sabbath keeping for families and children.
Lynne was interviewed for the podcast "As the Crow Flies". The first episode focuses on why listening matters and the second one on listening skills.
Here are two talks Lynne gave on listening (recorded in audio form on YouTube): Listening for Mission and Ministry and Why Listening Matters for Mission and Ministry.
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